ALREADY OBSESSING! First pre-protocol scan & review consultation for my second FET... How do I even begin to think about anything else?

[JadeH92]

So after my miscarriage last August, following my transfer in the July. I was in a really bad place emotionally and physically. So I knew I needed to wait and during that wait I also had surgery for my endometriosis / adhesions and uterine septum (which I didn't know I had until after the miscarriage).

I am feeling a lot more emotionally stronger nearly 12 months on. Over the past few months I have gotten back into a healthy way of life (even lost most of the weight I put on since the miscarriage). I have physically recovered from the surgery and been given the go ahead from my endometriosis consultant. Unfortunately my pain levels aren't much different as they were before the surgery (this is due to the pain being caused by my adenomyosis not endometriosis) and unfortunately this isn't treatable without a hysterectomy so that isn't an option.

But ever since I got given the appointment times yesterday, it is all I have thought about... any tips on how to not let it consume you? Because I know last time I was the same... always feel like I'm on count down for something... we end up wishing our lives away during this process don't we!

Xx