Yesterday I felt like myself. I slept in late but other than that, I felt more normal. I struggled to get to sleep but slept through and couldn’t get my head off the pillow this morning. I didn’t have so much as a headache but just felt weak. Not been out my pjs all day and done very little. I’m back in work tomorrow , I’m thankful that starting Gonal was during my half term but dreading the side effects at work.
My best friends are meeting up after work tomorrow, one has a baby, I’ve not met the little one yet but I just don’t think mentally or physically I can go. I said to my husband that I’m going through all this and to sit and have to be happy for my friend to make her feel better isn’t something at the top of my priority list. Sounds awful but I just don’t care. I just care about getting through each day until we find out if our first cycle has worked. That means being away from family and friends that make me feel uneasy!
The Gonal injection actually hurt tonight so I am not looking forward to tomorrow’s!
If I wake up tomorrow feeling rotten then I will ring I sick and explain why. If the symptoms persist then I won’t hesitate getting a note but that’s a last resort as I really want to carry on as normal.