Feeling Anxious

[peapop33]

So tomorrow is my OTD and I’m feeling anxious today. Not just because it is my testing day the clinic gave me but I am due on tomorrow and I also feel anxious telling the clinic whatever the definite answer will be. I know that sounds crazy but that’s how I feel.

I had spotting last Wednesday which after deciding I weren’t going to test early this time, I ended up testing for a few days after panicking over the spotting. My tests have been coming up positive every day since 4DPT (I have an 11 day 2WW this time), but I am just worrying that it is going to end like it did last November with bleeding. I had a BFP in November, but then 2 weeks after my OTD I started to bleed and it was over.

I know I have no control over this and what will be will be, but it’s still torture and I know you all understand.❤️ x x x

[Tiddly1984]

You’ve got this peapop33! Remember that each pregnancy is different and that not all symptoms mean the same thing. The fact that you got a positive at 4dpt is a very good sign in my book. Stay strong and take each day as it comes. Try not to pay interest on a debt you make never incur or have to pay. Give this pregnancy its own chance in your heart and mind and trust your baby is a fighter. Right now you are pregnant. This doesn’t have to end badly in your mind or in the future...x

[peapop33 in reply to Tiddly1984]

Your absolutely right ❤️ I will try my best and keep the negativity at bay. I shouldn’t complain because some people on here are sharing their devastating news every day with us but I just needed to write my thoughts down today. Thank you for your kind words as always they are really appreciated ❤️x x x

[Tiddly1984 in reply to peapop33]

You’re entitled to feel the way you do. You’ve had your own sad news in the past, but if you can stay positive 😊x

[Tiddly1984]

P.s looking forward to your update tomorrow and in the months to come!!! X

[Smp25]

Please know that whatever will be, will be but please try and control how anxious you are.

You've got a positive at 4dpt, that's an extremely good sign!!

Let's focus on those positives today and blank out all the negativity from last November.

Sending you so much love and hugs and just know that you've got this!!! xx

[peapop33 in reply to Smp25]

Thank you ❤️ x x x x

[ttcemmie]

Hoping for good news for you tomorrow. No reason why you shouldn't (apart from this journey screwing us all around with ups and downs)! Can understand feeling anxious about telling the clinic the result. I have to get my husband to do it. The torture will be over soon and I'm really really hoping tomorrow is a "positive" day. 💕💕💕

[peapop33 in reply to ttcemmie]

Thank you so much for the message and it’s comforting to hear somebody else gets anxious telling the clinic too because not many people have wrote that on here. Hope you are ok ❤️ x x

[Mara84]

You got it this time! Keeping my finger crossed for you ❤️😘

[peapop33 in reply to Mara84]

Thank you Mara84 and I have everything crossed for you too ❤️😉 xxx

[Mara84 in reply to peapop33]

Thank you lovely 😊😘😘

[Hopesanddreams1987]

Aw good luck for tomorrow! If it’s any consolation it’s my OTD tomorrow too and definitely feel anxious so I completely sympathise. Keep faith and try and be positive. You’ll be just fine 😊 xx🍀💕

[peapop33 in reply to Hopesanddreams1987]

Thank you and good luck to you also! ❤️ I have done a few tests the past week and I did a clear blue on Sunday and it said I was pregnant and had conceived 1-2 weeks ago but I’m still anxious for tomorrow. Lots of love x x x 💜

[Hopesanddreams1987 in reply to peapop33]

Bless you, it’s completely understandable to be so worried, it’s only natural, especially as so many of us here have gone through such a journey to get to where we are... it makes you want it more and more.

I’m freaking out too as the spotting hasn’t stopped & had some cramping today 🙈 why can’t it all be straight forward hey!

Try and do something relaxing this evening and have an early night so you’re feeling fresh and positive come morning 😊 good luck xxx

[peapop33 in reply to Hopesanddreams1987]

Yes I think I will try and have a early night tonight. My cramps haven’t stopped since the transfer I had on Feb 8th lol, and my spotting only lasted a day.

Good luck for tomorrow ☺️ and I will be looking out for your OTD post x x x 💜

[Hopesanddreams1987 in reply to peapop33]

🍀🙏🏻💖

[RhinoCat]

Tomorrow is coming whether you worry or not. There is not one thing to do or not do to change your outcome at this stage pet so prob just best to breathe and watch some junk on tv to distract your brain .

Whatever happens with the test you will be ok . It is a total torture but it might be worth it 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

Hoping it’s your time,

Here no matter what the outcome is 😘💐💐💐💐🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💐💐💐💐🙏🏻💐

[peapop33 in reply to RhinoCat]

You are right and thank you so much RhinoCat I appreciate your message ❤️ I hope you are ok x x x

[RhinoCat in reply to peapop33]

I currently have a gin in my hand and Netflix is on . Shame it takes ivf to make you properly learn the art of proper self care 😘 I’ll be grand . Will defo feel better after our review on 20th.

Hoping for the best wee peapop33 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻😘🎉💖💖💖💖💐💐💐

[peapop33 in reply to RhinoCat]

Have a gin for me please ☺️❤️ I love Netflix.

Thank you again lovely x x x 🌻

[L400ynd]

❤️❤️❤️❤️. Good luck and best wishes to you. I hope it’s a BFP xxxxxx

[peapop33 in reply to L400ynd]

Thank you L400ynd and good luck to you for Thursday. Try and stay positive ok. I know it’s hard but it’s still early x x x ❤️💜