I’m struggling to remain positive.
I have had a failed fresh transfer and a failed FET and most recently a FET that ended in a chemical pregnancy all with top quality blasts. Absolutely gutted as I really though it was finally happening this time!
Anyway I tried to reassure myself that we still have 5 embryos frozen BUT I’m reading ‘It Starts with an Egg’... I’ve just read about how PCOS suffers have a much higher chance of having poor egg quality and embryos with chromosome abnormalities 😫 I’ve never been told this by doctors. All I’ve ever been told is that it I’m not ovulating because of it and I have a high AMH which is common. Never have they mentioned poor egg quality so I’m panicking now big time 😭
In my fresh cycle we got 22 eggs, 10 fertilised all good quality, we only lost one when freezing. Great results I thought 👍🏻 now 3 failed transfers in I’m starting to think that potentially all those embryos are abnormal and this is why it’s not working because lining etc all seem great. The fact I had a chemical tells me that it’s possible for implantation to happen but most common reason for chemical pregnancy is embryo abnormality...
I’m trying to find out whether I can get my remaining embryos PGS tested but as I’m NHS I don’t know if I can. I don’t mind paying but I’m not sure they will even let me do it.
Can anyone with PCOS tell me their experience with egg/embryo quality? Is it likely that due to PCOS most, if not all, of my embryos are abnormal?
If I’m honest I’m really struggling to get over the chemical and having now read this about embryo quality I’m just so depressed about it all. Can’t see it ever happening for me.
Any comments welcome, sorry for the long post!