I'm feeling really anxious and negative about ever getting and staying pregnant. I've had 2 natural miscarriages and last month had a chemical of a pgs normal embryo. I'm now too scared to get my hopes up and have resigned myself to the fact that I'll never have kids. I know this is not helpful thinking and I need to be positive but I don't know how to. I feel like in protecting myself from more pain if the next transfer also fails but maybe subconsciously I'm sabotaging my pregnancies with my negative thinking?
Does anyone know of any positive podcasts to help me believe my next transfer will be a viable pregnancy please?