Thank you to everyone 💜💜💜

[Soapsuds86]

I just wanted to put a post out here after my last one instead of writing individually. I was in such a dark place at the time and in itter hopelessness. It is shifting for me a bit now. I still cry every day and super irritable and angry but have times throughout the day where it lifts and I feel lighter and even smile.

I know it sounds crazy with how low I feel but I'm going to have my fet at the start of August. It massively helps me to look forward and take my head out of the horrible people at work.

I'm still super anxious about work still. I'm thinking of having next week off and been off on holiday this week. I did have a few days away but still I cried every day and tired out very quickly.

I just want to thank everyone for their help, kind words when I needed it the most and knowing that someone somewhere understands how I feel and that I'm not going crazy xxx

[Cinderella5]

Aww I just replied on my thread wondering how you were! I'm glad that you are working through things. Sounds like you're wading your way through it day by day and that's all you can do! Pleased to hear that you are managing to look forward a little to think about trying again with with your FET. Massive hugs.xxxx

[Soapsuds86 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thanks. Yeah I just need to look forwards and get away from the horrible people at work. Its all up in the air a little at the moment but I know I wont be supported for fet around those people. I'm taking next week for myself too just to try and figure things out. Thanks for thinking of me especially when you're having a tough time xxxx

[Noah1981]

Lots of love for you we are still here and always will be xx

[Soapsuds86 in reply to Noah1981]

Thank.you xx

[Core]

So glad you’re feeling better, good luck for your FET!!xx

[Soapsuds86 in reply to Core]

Thank you. Should be calling to book in next week xx

[Lots8788]

Ah hun glad to hear you're feeling a bit better. Take it day by day and you will get there xx big hugs x x

[Hidden]

Best of luck with your fet! I have had times when I have dealt with horrible mean spirited people at work as well and it's their problem not yours and I want to leave that job because of them and I am actively looking for something else and I got bullied off full time back in April after they were mean about me having a couple of hours off unpaid which was most unnecessary so now I don't work on a Monday which helps but I still feel angry and resentful over it being bullied off full time. I know full time isn't going anywhere and I can go back again in the future to it somewhere else but that's not the point it's the unfairness of it all that upsets me to the point now that any little thing will set me off there.

Best of luck with your fet!

[Soapsuds86 in reply to Hidden]

That's awful that companies allow people to be bullied in that way. It's awful. I really hope you find somewhere where the people are supportive to you xx

[Hidden in reply to Soapsuds86]

I am looking for something somewhere else and they have bullied another colleague out of a job together as they had it out for her to the point it made her poorly and she was off sick for ages with stress and had come in last December for a meeting which we suspect was to ask her to leave for having been off sick for ages looking back and I found out that she has had her house repossessed as well. Thursday I had a good cry as I was fed up with the process of job hunting as I find it soul destroying and I had an interview yesterday at 9am which I hadn't wanted to go to but decided I would go anyway as what was there to lose by trying so I went and did my best and she said they will let everyone know on Monday morning at the earliest.

I hope you are OK in yourself now.

[Skippy1982]

Good luck with your FET🤞🏻🤞🏻and 🖕🏻to the horrible work people!! Glad you feel a bit better hun, it’s such a tough & emotional journey. Thinking of you xxx

[Soapsuds86 in reply to Skippy1982]

It really is tough but we're tougher 💪 xx

[crisps88]

Good luck lovely with your FET, I don’t blame you. No one will ever be in the right head space after all the horrible people you have to deal with and the cruel rollercoaster of IVF. Glad to hear you’re feeling better, a lot of people care about you and we’re all wishing you the best. Xx

[Soapsuds86]

Thank you. It means a lot xx

[FRUITOFTHEWOM]

Just came across your thread (reading this whilst having my own melt private down!) and want to see how you are doing? When you feel so crap its nice to read you are not alone.

Anyway I hope you are doing well and sending love and positivity to you xx