Thank you

Just wanted to say thank you to all you lovely ladies that sent me positive messages or just lovely words of support on my last post.

We have been for a 2nd scan today and again no heart beat with seen again , totally devastated as we were foolish to think this was our little miracle as I've never fell pregnant naturally in 5 years of trying untill now .

I'm not sure what the future holds for us as before this we were gearing up for donor cycle but neither of us are sure we have enough strength anymore , but we will take some time to gather our thoughts and possibly our strength .

Just wanted to say congratulations to every one had got there BFP and good luck to everyone that's going through this treatment , no journey is easy.

I'm going to sign off for a while and drink some gin !

Xx

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Thinking of you Hun 😘 x

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Thank you x

[Cinderella5]

Awww my lovely, Im so sorry that it has turned out this way! Life is so bloody cruel! Drink as much gin as you need. Sending love & hugs.xx

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Thank you, luckily we have a stash of gins lol.

I hope you are doing well xx

[emu2016]

Oh cocker. Sending you so much love. Praying you find some calm and strength soon. Just be together for now x

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Thank you, gin makes things a bit better well sort of 🙈 .

I hope you keep enjoying cake xx

[emu2016 in reply to Hidden]

Can’t eat any more cake. My belly doesn’t seem to stay small. You drink the gin. It’ll at least give you the feeling of doing something you can decide on yourself. Nothing numbs that pain away. If you do decide on donor ivf; give me a shout. But for now book a break and be you xx

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Lol mine doesn't either with cake .

We are going to the lake district for a couple of days, it's our favourite place to switch off.

Xx

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I was praying the result would change for you guys.....

So sorry xxx

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Thank you , it just wasn't mean to be I suppose xx

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I think just life isn't fair sometimes. Sending you massive hugs. Hope you can rest and recuperate. xxx

[LKT1]

So sorry it wasn’t good news. Fingers and toes crossed for any future endeavours but wishing you a relaxing recuperation time with other half and your lovely pooches xx

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Thank you, we are switching off for the rest of the year at least , dogs are far too warm for cuddles today lol x

[E_05]

So sorry to read this, I know there’s nothing to make this any easier. Thinking of you, hope your doggies are looking after you xx

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Thank you, think it's been too warm for the dogs to give much sympathy today xx

[Jenjen84]

So sorry to read this.. It’s devastating.. Take care of yourselves.. Much love xx

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Thank you xx

[misswinky34]

Oh no sweetness I am so terribly sorry. That is very cruel. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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Thank you xx

[Leo2017]

So sorry to read this, it really is the cruelest!! 💔xx

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Thank you xx

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Thinking of you xxx

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Thank you xx

[Tugsgirl]

Thoughts are with you xx

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[precioce]

So sorry to hear this news.xx

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[Sez73]

Really feel for you so much, please don’t think of yourself as foolish for keeping having hope despite such a fight. Being in a similar position myself TTC for 7yrs, i think it’s admirable we don’t ever give up hope and keep going despite the crap that’s continually thrown at us. I took the v hard decision to try donor route after years of unsuccessful ivf, if u need to ask anything about that route just get in touch as I’m still in the thick of it! It’s so hard when u reach these milestones of whether to keep going, I took 6 months out before pursuing the DE route, give yourself time, enjoy the Lakes and let Mother Nature give you a big hug over there and seek some peace in the gorgeous surroundings. Don’t beat yourself up, give yourself time and if the DE route is right for you, you’ll find the inner strength from somewhere to continue your fight, I’ve had so many times of thinking I can’t keep going but eventually find a bit of a reserve tank. All the v best and so sorry to read your post, I really hope you can keep going forward and get the result you both so deserve. Love from a fellow besotted cocker spaniel fan!! X

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Sorry to hear you've been through the same sort of thing, I think we are both numb at the moment.

From nosing at your posts you are having treatment at were we where/ are going to have treatment. We were just going to go for tests as id got my bmi down and I had to email and say erm I'm pregnant. I hope your treatment is going well.

I'm sure we will find the strength to go on as long as we both think it's right physically and mentally.

Awwwww you can't get a better dog than a cocker 😊 xx

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I'm so sorry, sending you huge hugs xxx

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[Bestbuddies1975]

It is generous of you that you thanked. Such forums are beneficial. They bring together the people in the name of the losses. The relation of the grief is much stronger than that of the happiness. It is sad that your joy is gone again. Don't worry we all stand by you in this period of grief. I wish you the best for the future. May life bring you the best in the days to come.

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Thank you, I'm not sure where I would be without this support site as many others have said before xx

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

Take some time lovely, you won’t be able to make decisions at the moment. I’m so sorry for your loss. Have a very large gin!

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Yeah we both realise need to get all this sorted out first. We've had several large gins and some lovely days out eating ice cream 🤣

X

[Nix44]

So terribly sorry to hear about your loss. Hope you can rest for a bit and recover. Sending love

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Thank you, yes currently on sick and hubby is off with me, we are having a couple of nights away at weekend to just switch off from everyone x