PUPO with my wee embie B+ 🤞🍀💕

[Niki_B]

Hello lovelies💕

Well officially PUPO with my wee embie I've named B+ 🤗 transfer went smoothly and B+ thawed perfectly. I had 2 frozen embryos a 5bb and a 4bb and I just assumed they would be transfering the 5bb..but when I spoke to the embryologist she said the 4bb was thawed as it was slightly better than the 5bb...so I said like a b+? and she said yeah a b+! 😊 she said it's a great looking embryo. (The pic she took was before it had fully expanded but she said before transfer it had fully expanded)

Now the lovely 2ww lol 🙃 please please please let this be my third time lucky! 🤞🙏🍀

Baby dust to us all!! 💕 xxx

[ALLY81]

Good luck xxx

[Niki_B in reply to ALLY81]

Thank you 🤞🍀🙏 xxx

[Kiedy84]

Good luck xx

[Niki_B in reply to Kiedy84]

Thank you 🤞🙏🍀 xxx

[Hidden]

Whoop whoop that's fantastic news hun,I've been thinking about you today,I said a prayer in the cathedral for us both and all other ladies on this journey!!

Brilliant news about B+ I'll be rooting for it 😘

Oh the 2ww,it's hit me already just had real anxiety on way home from the airport, in some ways I can cope with the transfer it's the 2ww that is the hardest part!!

Sleep well my lovely xx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Hey hun I was going to message you back but it's been a crazy 2 days. Oh thank you for saying a prayer for us even though I'm not that religious...no harm in trying! 🙏

Well I'm glad you are home safe. Sorry to hear about your anxiety, completely normal though. Mine will come for sure, but day of transfer is always such a happy day filled with sunshine and lollipops isn't it 🤣🙃 I know all too well this wont last lol. PM me whenever you want hun I'll be relaxing next few days just some walking with my pup and taking him to the beach. Hopefully your anxiety will settle a bit now that your home in familiar surroundings 🤗💕

Heres too a BFP for us both! 🤞🙏☘😘💕 xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

I'm not very religious either tbh but you never know!!!

Transfer for day is the best day I think, it's nice to keep looking at the scan picture, although i'm not sure if I'm looking at the right bit on mine haha. Do you get given a scan pic too? What date have you been given for test date? Xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Haha I know they showed me on the screen 3 times of him placing the embryo in my womb he rewinded 3 times for me 🤣 no I didn't get a scan pic just my embryo pic ...but yes I keep looking at it 🤗

So weird my last 2 transfers I had a blood test 9dp5dt but this time its 10 days? I questioned the nurse and she said she would check and if it was going to change she would let me know before I left, but she didnt so I assume it was correct? Weird. Test day is 14th March. But I will POAS probably day before as I really dont want to hear bad news from a nurse on the phone. When is yours again? Xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

What does PUPO mean, I've seen other people use it but never knew!!

Mine tell me to test 2 weeks afterwards so testing on the 15th,I've booked to have a blood test that morning and the company I use email me the results xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

PUPO = Pregnant until proven otherwise 😉

Oh we will be testing around the same time too! Will you POAS before then or wait till your blood test? Gosh I think I would prefer an email instead of bursting into tears everytime to the poor nurse on the phone 😬 xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

Oh I see thanks for clearing that up for me, I like that 😄

Just going to stick to blood test this time,well that's the plan anyway, a few wks ago had a positive pregnancy test (natural) and did a blood test which came back negative, it could have been s chemical pregnancy and my FET in Dec I tested early got a negative and just felt even more anxious,that's the plan anyway but whether I will stick to that or not is another matter haha.

How you feeling today? Xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Yeah I know I dont like testing early as I think why prolong the hurt and sadness if its negative I'm going to be gutted so might aswell live in bliss until then. But yeah I will probably test just before test day as yeah want to have an idea when the nurse calls.

I'm feeling good thanks just about to go to sleep it's been an awesome day for sure and I'm feeling great...I really hope this feeling stays I feel suprisingly chill. How about you your anxiety better now that your home? Xxx

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

Really glad to hear you are doing good. Well you have some sweet dreams whilst B+ is snuggling in 😃

Much better today thanks,think I was just really tired yesterday, my little Sabrina been cuddling up to me this morning xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Aww thanks hunny hopefully both our embies are having a welcome home party 🤣🤗😊 oh that's so great I'm glad your feeling better, have a good day with Sabrina 🐱🐈💕😘 xxx

[MissSaoPaulo]

Hoping it's 3rd time lucky for you!! For what it's worth, mine was either a 4ab or 4bc, no way of knowing which one stuck xxx

[Niki_B in reply to MissSaoPaulo]

Thank you I really hope so! 🤞🍀🙏

Yes my 1st transfer was a 4bb and that was a day 5 blast...this one is day 6 🙃 im trying not to dwell on it tho, as I know perfect AA Embryos dont implant too sometimes, it just comes down to the right chromosomes I think...which we all dont know unless PGS tested. I really hope this is my time...suprisingly I feel alot calmer and relaxed this time which can only be good 😊 xxx

[Hidden]

What a lovely picture. Good luck with the 2ww. Think positive thoughts and be good to you and the emby. Xx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Thanks hun xxx. I'm trying to stay positive but no doubt there will be a few wobbles 🙃🤞🍀🙏💕

[Hidden in reply to Niki_B]

I am sure as it's only natural. I found I had a lovely song that I listened to if I started to wobble (listened to it a lot). It really helped to calm me down, re anchor myself and just about every night when I woke up it would quieten my mind and help me drift back to sleep. Hopefully you have or can find an anchor for that. Amd we are all here with you every step of the way. Xx

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Oh that's really lovely, a nice song to relax you. My anchor would probably be my fur kid. Whenever I am feeling sad or down I just get a cuddle from him and and it fills me with so much love and happiness 💕🐕

Thank you. I'm so gratefuI to have you ladies, I really dont know what I would do without you all. As I cant really talk to anybody about it as nobody understands like we do 💕 xxx

[Sarah_a_2018]

Good luck xx

[Niki_B in reply to Sarah_a_2018]

Thank you 😘🍀🤞💕 xxx

[Apples2665]

Good luck! X

[Niki_B in reply to Apples2665]

Thank you 🤗🤞🍀🙏💕 xxx

[kirstyblue]

Wishing you the best of luck! X

[Niki_B in reply to kirstyblue]

Thanks so much! 😘🤞🍀🙏xxx

[Cinderella5]

Glad to hear all went well Niki! Wishing you so much luck for this little embie, everything crossed for you both!!xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Aww thanks so much hun! I've got everything 🤞🤞🤞. I feel surprisingly chill but it is only day 1 lol. How are you doing? been thinking about you 💕 xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B]

Good girl, you keep those positive pants firmly where they should be!! Im not doing too bad thanks. Finally over the flu after the miscarriage....its been a crappy few weeks but defo feeling back to normal now. Not allowed to do any treatment for 12 weeks after our loss which is a bit annoying but will just have to go with it and try to be patient!xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Oh that's great I'm so glad your feeling better, oh gosh not the flu as well! You poor thing you've really been through it lately 😞 oh that's great to hear you want to move forward again I wasnt sure you were going too. So happy to hear 💕 xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B]

We both got the flu, hubby was seriously not well....started same day as the miscarriage....what luck eh?! I was hoping to twist hubbys arm to move forward and try again but I really didnt think I would be able to when we were getting negative results. However the fact that we did get pregnant this time has given us a glimmer of hope that we can actually get pregnant which in 5 transfers isnt great stats but its a bit like having a carrot dangled in front of us to be honest so yes we hope to try again!xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Oh gosh how cruel! Well I'm glad you are both on the mend and I'm so happy to hear you will try again! As yes now you know you can get pregnant. And letting your body and your heart heal for a few months is probably a good idea 💕 you are one tough cookie that's for sure 😘 xxx

[Debrakay1704]

good luck xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Debrakay1704]

Thank you 😘🤞🍀💕 xxx

[Shirazlover2013]

Love those pics! Good luck xx

[Niki_B in reply to Shirazlover2013]

Yeah I wish I'd stop staring at it 🙃 thanks so much! 😘🤞🍀🙏 xxx

[Shirazlover2013 in reply to Niki_B]

Stare away as much as you like 😍

[Niki_B in reply to Shirazlover2013]

Hehe 😍😍😍🙏🤞🍀

[DianeArnold Partner Nurse Fertility Network UK]

Hi Niki_B. Well that looks a busy little embryo to me! Fingers crossed it behaves and gives you a positive result. Thinking of you. Diane

[Niki_B in reply to DianeArnold]

Oh thanks so much diane! I sure hope so this has to be my time 🙏🙏🤞🍀💕 xxx

[cd497Q]

Good luck xx

[Niki_B in reply to cd497Q]

Thank you 🤞🙏💕 xxx

[Core]

Good luck for the 2ww fingers crossed for you xx

[Niki_B in reply to Core]

Thanks so much 😘🤞🙏🍀 xxx

[CC2018]

Praying you have a sticky one! Xx

[Niki_B in reply to CC2018]

Thanks hun me too! 🙏🙏🙏🤞☘💕xxx

[Ajplus1]

Wishing you the best of luck luck hun. Sending lots of baby dust zx

[Niki_B in reply to Ajplus1]

Thanks hun! right back at cha 🤞🙏🍀💕 xxx

[Novice_knitter]

Yay - well done B+! I hope that the next 2 weeks go as smoothly as your transfer! Keep us updated xxx

[Niki_B in reply to Novice_knitter]

Thanks hun! I hope so too, so far so good 🙃🤞🙏🍀💕 xxx

[hannahding]

I hope things go well for you. I am also in my 2WW. It is pretty intense. Initially, I was very positive! However, now I am really nervous. I am not sure what is going on. I have decided not to test until the 10th which is my date. Hoping for the best.

[Niki_B in reply to hannahding]

Thanks hun. And I know it sucks I'm only 2dpt feels like it should be a week already 😬 totally normal for the 2ww wobbles of up and down up and down. I was positive yesterday now today already feeling low as my cervix feels lower and harder today after putting my pessaries in I noticed...bloody Google I do too much of it! Best of luck to you hun 🤞🙏🍀💕 xxx

[Emmaxxx in reply to Niki_B]

Stop googling lol xx

[Niki_B in reply to Emmaxxx]

Hahahah omg Emma I know! 🙈 im addicted! 🙃 See I knew the positivity wouldn't last long arrrgh! Just feeling nothing but I know it's too early 🙈🤞🙏 xxx

[Emmaxxx in reply to Niki_B]

It is early. But you are going to stress yourself out and you really don’t want to put yourself under any more pressure. Come on girl... we can do this 💪🏻 😘

[Niki_B in reply to Emmaxxx]

Ok I promise I will try my hardest not to Google anymore today 🙈🙃😘 xxx

[Emmaxxx in reply to hannahding]

I know how you feel. I hope that you get your BFP!! And feel well within yourself xx

[Niki_B in reply to Emmaxxx]

Thanks hun! I hope you do too 🤞🙏🍀 arrrgh I'm going crazy already! Xxx