Anyone else in/near the end of their 2WW? I’m in need of some company and/or positive reinforcement.
AF is due on Sunday for me (natural cycle) and i stupidly took HPT yesterday which couldn’t have been more negative. I’m usually pretty good at just waiting for AF.
I feel so down, I can’t bear another month of no BFP. We tried so hard this month and I’m post HSG.
I know I’m not out til I’m out but it just feels like every other month. I’ve never been pregnant and can’t even imagine it anymore - then I worry that I’m causing my own infertility, they say you are what you think about.
I’m finding it extra hard this month as I found out an old friend - who smokes like a chimney, drinks A LOT, and has had an eating disorder for years and is a very unstable relationship - had a baby. I just don’t understand. Maybe I need to start smoking and drinking?