Today was my brothers 40th birthday brunch, with lots of family, all now with their own children, and step children, and then this afternoon we are off to our nieces 18th birthday, where once again there will be babies galore! I think the hardest thing is the last time we were all together at this particular family gathering we were announcing our pregnancy, and then we miscarried, now my sister in law will be announcing her second pregnancy today, and the pain is just all too real. The pain that we’ve lost two babies, I’ve lots the ability to genetically have my own baby, and now it feels I won’t be able to carry my own baby, quite frankly I’ve had enough!
Sorry rant over just needed to get it out! Xxx