No miracle for me 😢

I’m devastated. Having had further bleeding on Monday night I was seen in the EPAU at my local hospital this morning. I just needed to know because all this waiting and being in limbo has taken its toll on me. This has been going on over 3 weeks since my first scan showed an empty sac.

Well after seeing a yolk sac and fetal pole last week, today the sac was empty and already starting to collapse. They could see a very large area of haemorrhage around it so I’m expecting to miscarry soon.

They won’t do any active management until I’ve had bloods repeated on Friday but I don’t think and I hope I won’t need anymore interference. I had a natural miscarriage last time and so I’d like to allow my body to take over.

I’m feeling numb atm. Really hoped after everything I’ve been through in the last 3 years this was my happy ending but sadly not. Not sure where to go from here just yet. I know I can’t keep putting myself through this heartbreak. 💔

Love to you all on your journeys. ❤️

[Goodthingscome]

I’m so so sorry to read this and can’t imagine what you’re going through. Sending lots of love at this sad time xx

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[cryst4l]

Im so sorry you are going through this awful time. Sending you hugs xx💕

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[Hidden]

I am really sorry for your loss.😢 truly gutted for you. I hope you have lots of support around you. Thinking of you xoxo

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[Lou9]

So so sorry to hear this xx

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Oh no. I am so sorry to read this. Sending you huge hugs and I hope you are able to cocoon yourself and recover xxx

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[genten]

I'm just so so sorry.

I cannot imagine the pain and hurt.

Sending you lots of love. Xxxx

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[Tugsgirl]

So sorry. Wish I could say something more useful xx

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[Penders]

Oh I'm so very sorry. Sending you big hugs xxx

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[Lou7744]

I’m so sorry to read this. You really been through it over the past few weeks. Sending you big hugs 💕 xx

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[emma-jane-30]

I’m so sorry to be reading this hun as I was really hoping it was going to be your happy ending, all I can say is please don’t give up I honestly believe it will work for you, You for now just need to make sure you are surrounded by love and support. I’m always here if you need to chat xx 💕

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[Masha111]

Im so sorry.. i have no words.... just that i am numb with you 😢. It is awful. Please make use of counselling if you havent already done so. Alot of people say that it really helps them. Lots of love ❤❤

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Really sorry to read this. You must be all over the place just now. Just wanted to send you a big hug xxx

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[emmab178]

So sorry to hear this news. Big hugs x

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[Cinderella5]

I am so so sorry to hear this, there are no words....! Sending massive love and hugs honey.xxxx

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[Leeuwen]

I’m so sorry you are going through this. Sending you lots of love xx

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I'm so so sorry,there are just no words. I hope you've got lots of support xx

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I’m so sorry your going through this I’ve had a blighted ovum but carried on without knowing til 12w it’s devastating. Take care of yourself sending love x

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[Hollibob]

Really sorry

Can’t say much more than life is cruel! X

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So sorry my love , take care xxx

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I’m so sorry Hun. Sending you big hugs xx

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[Jenjen84]

I’m really sorry for what your having to go through.. Take good care of yourself and sending lots of love xxx

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[MrsAdzee]

So sorry to hear this. Look after yourself xx

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[Blondie_81]

Truly sorry and saddened to read this. Sending you all the love and strength in the world xx

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[RR11]

So sorry, look after each other. Sending big hugs xx

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[Sarahlou01]

I’m so very sorry. Sending lots of love xxx

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I'm so sorry for your loss. Thinking of you xx

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[Stacia]

Really sorry dear. It's such a tough journey. And we walk it with very high hopes and when we fail we are shattered. Sending you lots of love💜

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[Lucylu_88]

So very sorry for you. Totally and utterly horrendous for you. You are so strong. Sending lots of love to you xx

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[Autumnmoon]

I'm so sorry this must have been especially harsh as it seemed like there was some hope you have been so brave hope you have lots of support and hope your dream can come true x

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[vic77]

so so sorry to read this. .there are no words but we are all here anytime you need us..sending so much love and strength xxxx

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[Turtleswimmin]

I'm so sorry to hear this news, life is so cruel. Take the time to look after yourself xxx

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[Sweets1]

I’m so sorry xxx

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[Flimzee]

I am so sorry to read this. Words don’t seem enough. Sending you love xxx

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[precioce]

So very sorry to read this. Sending love.xx

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[Italy16]

This is so sad, I’m sorry you are having to go through this. Life can be very unfair. Sending love xx

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[Babyjoshua]

I am so sorry to hear that I can't imagine what your going through but remember that God has the last say in everything that happens to us. Sending you lots of pray and hugs and love. Remember that we are always here to listen if u need to talk.

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[Beechnut1]

I'm so sorry. It is so so cruel. Sending you lots of love xxx

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[City74]

I am so sorry to read this. You must be devastated. Take care of yourself the best you can. xx