Ding ding! Round 2...fight!!🤞👊💕

[Niki_B]

Well it's finally here. Round 2 here we go 🙃 just been to the clinic to pick up my injections for our 2nd round on short protocol. I have been an absolute mess as i had to lose 6kgs before our last publicly funded round. I've worked so hard...been eating not alot and very healthy have not had ONE treat in weeks! Walking 4km everyday and just yeah its been tough. But it's paid off and I JUST weighed in ok. Phew.

So i dont know how im feeling. I think im feeling every emotion possible...happy, scared, excited, sad you name it. This is it for us, this is our last funded round and we simply do not have the money to fund another round. So there is so much riding on this. I remember our first round in April how excited I was, as I very naively didn't think of it not working and didn't fully realise the impact that the BFN would have on me both physically and emotionally. It changed me. I want this so bad. I feel like I've just been sitting in limbo waiting for this 2nd chance. So thats if this doesn't work...i can try and move on if that's even possible. I don't know. I just hope and pray this will happen for us because thinking of me being motherless in this life...

Anyhoo I need to put my positive panties on dont i!! 1st injection starts tonight! Here we go again on this wonderful ivf rollercoaster 🙃😕😜😣😟🙃😘

[Lovefood1984]

All the best for your cycle x

[Niki_B in reply to Lovefood1984]

Thank you so much xx

[Kari55]

Good luck, I’m starting 2nd round soon too x

[Niki_B in reply to Kari55]

Thanks hun. When do you start? Are you on long or short protocol? Xx

[Kari55 in reply to Niki_B]

I’m finishing Norethisterone today and will wait for my period to come and I guess after a few days will Start injections. I’m on short protocol this time. Do you know when you will be starting? Xx

[Niki_B in reply to Kari55]

Oh I don't know what norethisterone is? Yes I start tonight first injection in about 20mins! I'm in New Zealand so its just after 7pm 😊 xx

[Kari55 in reply to Niki_B]

I will probably start in a week. I think the Norethisterone was to help me to build up endometrium for the scratch and to have a good period before the cycle, but can’t say I’m entirely sure! Good luck with your first injection! X

[Niki_B in reply to Kari55]

Oh ok I've never heard of that. Gosh I am having the a goodie of a period this month's geez! Day 2 and it has been horrible don't know how many Panadol and ibuprofen I've had! Well I look forward to your updates! Thanks I just did it, they don't bother me really especially the gonal f it's so easy using the pen type thing, it's the orgalutran that stings a bit but yep all good just hope I don't get those headaches like last time 😣 xx

[Kari55 in reply to Niki_B]

Fingers crossed all goes smoothly for you. Will be following your updates too 😊 XX

[Niki_B in reply to Kari55]

Thanks hun I'll be following yours too 😘😘😘

[Tugsgirl]

Wishing you luck. We all know that feeling.. xx

[Niki_B in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thanks so much hun. Yes it's such a roller coaster isn't it, sorry again about your recent BFN 😓 hope you are doing ok xx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Niki_B]

Not too bad all things considered xx

[Niki_B in reply to Tugsgirl]

You are so strong xxx

[Hidden]

Well done on the weight loss 🙌🏻 all the best with this cycle truly hope it’s your time 🐣❤️✨ xoxo

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Thanks so much Jess! Oh gosh me too! 🙈 xx

[Melissa11]

Good luck to you fingers x you get your BFP. 💕

[Niki_B in reply to Melissa11]

Thank you hun 🤞xx

[Hidden]

Hope your second cycle goes well and you get a positive x

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Thanks so much hun xx

[Cinderella5]

Well done on losing the weight, that's a task in itself! Wishing you so much luck for this cycle!xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Thanks hun, oh gosh tell me about I've been such a grumpy b$%#h! Lol. I love food and yeah it's been hard, but I'm going to stick to it as I feel alot better cutting out all the junk I'm just not going to be so strict...its been weeks since I had even a potatoe! ..im having a potato tonight 🤣🤣😘 xxx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B]

Totally with you on that one, I love food too and have been trying to be good. I even joined a gym which is unheard of for me! Ha ha ha Enjoy that potato, you've done great!xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Oh gosh I did a gym once for 6 months...yeah it's so not me. I love my long walks gets rid of anxiety and it's so beautiful here in nz especially with spring just arriving 😍 but good on you for joining the gym that's awesome! Are you gearing up for another round soon or having a wee break? Xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B]

Im hoping to get going on my next cycle....if AF for this one ever appears.....its gone AWOL, on day 36 now! Blooming typical! We live in a lovely part of scotland for walking, if I could ever drag my husbands backside off the couch! Ha ha ha xx

[Niki_B in reply to Cinderella5]

Bloody aunty flow! (No pun intended 🤣🤣🤣) last ivf when I wanted af to turn up she was 2 weeks late....this time I wanted her to be late cause I was scared about my weight...and bang on time she was!! Oh wow Scotland you must have the best accent! 😁 oh tell me about it my OH does no walking with me or any exercise too busy with his head under a bonnet (mechanic) lazy sod! 😂 xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Niki_B]

Oh honestly, AF is just around to pee us all off it would seem!! Well Im not sure about the best accent....certainly a lot different to yours!! Ha ha ha Damn husbands, we've got to do all the hard work!!xx

[Hidden]

The very best of luck darling. Sending you all the baby dust x

[Niki_B in reply to Hidden]

Oh thank you hun! Yes please shower me in the dust!! 😉😘😘

[Babyjoshua]

Best of luck on ur second try I believe that this time around u will get ur bfp.🙏🙏🙏

[Niki_B in reply to Babyjoshua]

Thank you I'm trying so hard to stay positive! 🤞😘😘

[LegoBatgirl]

Best of luck with your treatment x

[Niki_B in reply to LegoBatgirl]

Thanks so much hun xx