I'd love to know if anyone has any advice that could help me cope with a difficult situation I'm in.
My sister is currently 20weeks pregnant and I am finding it harder the further on she gets. She got married in March a couple of weeks after we found out that IVF was the best option for us. She fell pregnant on her wedding night!
I don't want people to think I'm bitter towards other people falling pregnant I'm just finding things said and done quite insensitive. I.e having conversations in front of me about baby names and clothes.
I've put on a brave face and even tried my best to join in conversations (sometimes wondering is this letting them think oh she must be fine then)
I feel so selfish for feeling this way but how do I don't know how I can cope other than distancing myself from her x