A little catch up...

[E_05]

Feel like it’s a been a while so hope everyone is doing okay whichever bit of the journey their on.

I finally had surgery yesterday to get to the bottom of this free fluid, they removed a polyp and took another biopsy. They also did a scratch while they were there and said my endometrium is inflamed. Unfortunately the morning surgery ran over so mine was hit and miss to go ahead - thank goodness it did but it meant I couldn’t speak to the consultant after.

Originally they said I could start treatment on the cycle after my surgery so I’m going to ring the clinic Monday to make sure this is still the case.

The surgery has brought up a lot of emotions from last year, I ended up in the same theatre and recovery bay as when I had no choice but to have my D&C. Last night I had a few flash backs and today I have been crying at everything which I know is part of anaesthetic to however I’m going to take this weekend and a few days off next week to ‘re group’ and focus on my mental health some more.

Hope everyone’s enjoying the weather and has a lovely weekend ☀️ xx

[vic77]

Oh hun...another hurdle jumped..you are so so brave ...huge hugs xxx

[E_05 in reply to vic77]

Ah thank you, I don’t feel it today. How are you doing? Xx

[vic77 in reply to E_05]

I bet you don't but let me tell you you are 💜💜💜I am doing ok thanks xxx

[AllWeNeedIsluv]

Huge hugs my love, thinking of you. Glad they got this fluid sorted. Hoping your able to move on to the next stage soon. Your a survivor lovely you'll get through this 😘💖💝

[E_05 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Thank you, so do I feel like I’ve been stuck waiting for so long now. How are you doing? Hope baby’s doing well xx

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to E_05]

I know you have haven't ya, patience of a saint lots of you lovelies have.

I'm ok thanks hun have the anxious moments when I think something isn't right but I pull through. He's doing well up to now hun got a check up scan next month so well see just how he's doing. Thanks hun.

You get refocused my love and we're all here to help

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

You through it. Don't know what happened there but it posted before I finished and wouldn't let me edit

😘😘💖💝

[E_05 in reply to AllWeNeedIsluv]

Ah so pleased to hear he’s doing well, that’s totally understandable to have anxious moments. Thank you for your support as always, means a lot to me xx

[AllWeNeedIsluv in reply to E_05]

Thanks hun.

Don't thank me lovely. You just get on track and keep us updated. Big hugs my love 😘💖

[Tugsgirl]

Pleased to hear the surgery is out of the way. Fingers crossed you’ll soon be able to go ahead with your treatment xx

[E_05 in reply to Tugsgirl]

Thank you, fingers crossed this is the time for both of us 🤞🏻🌈 xx

[Jonesjp]

Glad to hear your surgery has finally been carried out hunny. I’m not surprised it gave you flash backs and it’s more than expected that you would feel tearful being in the same theatre, that can’t have been nice at all. Wishing you all the best for when your cycle start again x x

[E_05 in reply to Jonesjp]

Thank you, hope you’re doing well x

[Jonesjp in reply to E_05]

I’m all good thank you hunny x x x

[Hidden]

Glad the surgery went well. Sorry it brought painful memories back. It never completely goes. I think you are a very strong lady 🙂

All the best with your recovery and I hope the treatment can now go ahead ; you’ve had enough hurdles to thrown at you xoxo

[E_05 in reply to Hidden]

Ah thank you, I hope so to 🤞🏻 hope your recovery’s going well to as I know it’s not long since you’ve had surgery xx

[Penders]

Big hugs to you. I really hope that you can still go on your next cycle. Xx

[E_05 in reply to Penders]

Thank you, how are you doing? Xx

[Penders in reply to E_05]

I'm doing ok thanks. Just getting ready for our final fet, start the buserelin next weekend xx

[E_05 in reply to Penders]

Wishing you lots of luck for this cycle xx

[Penders in reply to E_05]

Thanks xx

[Rachael_]

Sending big hugs your way lovely.... im glad they have managed to sort your surgery out . Fingers crossed for you be kind to your self you deserve it 💖 Xx

[E_05 in reply to Rachael_]

Thank you, hope the tww is going okay for you xx

[Rachael_ in reply to E_05]

thankyou 🤪🤪 xx

[Cinderella5]

Im so glad you got your surgery! Sounds like it was a very emotional day for you dragging up upsetting memories!😔 You've been really brave and strong getting through this. Hopefully you get some good news on Monday so you can move forward!xx

[E_05 in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you, hoping Monday brings positive news for us both xx

[Hidden]

Great news that the surgery went ahead and earlier than expected. It's ok to feel emotional after everything so cry if you need to cry. A few days off to regroup sounds like a great idea, hopefully you'll start to feel much better and ready to go. Wishing you so much luck with you next cycle. Xx

[E_05 in reply to Hidden]

Thank you, I’ve definitely been letting out the tears these last few days. Hope your pregnancy is going well xx

[7AVA]

Wishing I could reach out and hold your hand to tell you how brave you have been. No wonder you feel a bit emotional today. I hope you get positive news from the clinic on Monday. Xxxx

[E_05 in reply to 7AVA]

Ah thank you so much, I hope so to finally feeling ready to get moving. How are you doing? xx

[7AVA in reply to E_05]

Ok. We’re ready to start our last cycle with own eggs in August. X

[E_05 in reply to 7AVA]

Glad you’ve been able to make the decision that’s right for you about another cycle, keeping everything crossed this is your time xx

[Lou7744]

Glad you finally had your surgery. Look after yourself and fingers crossed 🤞 you’ll shortly be staring your next cycle 💕 xx

[E_05 in reply to Lou7744]

Thank you, how are you doing? X

[Lou7744 in reply to E_05]

I’m doing good thanks. Patiently waiting for my next cycle to begin late next month 💕 xx