Tried really hard to sort myself out and be brave but i feel so down at the minute and feel like giving up before ive even started.
Im on day 17 of buserelin injections, have my scan on tuesday to see if ive down regulated and should be ready to start stimms the same day hopefully 🤞
But i feel so so so down and angry at no apparent reason i cant stand my oh these days and i feel low about everything i feel scared as ive not been too bad with the buserelin and once i start menupor injections i feel the beast in me will unleash 😂 jokes aside i feel really down and feel so hard to keep myself motivated at times i feel like i cant even carry on with buserelin because i feel so low.
Theres nothing going on either so i cant blame anything or anyone, everything is annoying me at the moment even having to get out of bed and just feel like crying i hate feeling like because honestly i find it so hard to carry on with the next step.
I no im brave strong etc and im sorry im posting this but i dont feel any of it i dont feel strong brave to carry on i havent got this anymore 😥