Just a quick update

Hi all

I posted last week to advise I had started bleeding and been to epu. Well, what a week of waiting it has been. Hcg on Saturday was 1000, Monday 1500 and Wednesday 2636. Scan on Saturday showed suspect mass on my right tube and nothing in my womb. Monday showed nothing suspicious on right ovary and one tiny sac where it should be. No scan on Wednesday but by Friday they could see a sac that they aged at 5 weeks rather than 6 with no visible embryo or anything inside. The hospital said they expected I will misscarry.

All week my bleeding has continued although no more than a pad a day. Last night I did pass the 50p clot and more and also filled 3 pads within an hour.

In some ways it was a relief after all the uncertainty during the week to have this move. And it was a relief too as I was feeling all at sea and periody.

I am positive as we have never got this far before and lots of us amazing women have a wee practice run before the main event. I am sad as we really thought this was our time. I am determined as we will do this again soon - and that time will be our time. Oh, and we get to go back to Spain in the heat this time 😊

Stay strong everyone. Have a happy Easter, eat chocolate and remember we will all get there one day xxx 😙

[Lizzielizzielizzie]

Holding you in mind xx

[Hidden in reply to Lizzielizzielizzie]

Thank you. We are taking this as a positive though and we will make it all the way next time xxx

[Cinderella5]

I've been thinking about you!😔 Your positivity is amazing!! Sending hugs😚 xxx

[Hidden in reply to Cinderella5]

Thank you so much Cinderella5. Xx

[Tugsgirl]

Loving your positivity. I hope you are able to have a nice weekend xx

[Hidden in reply to Tugsgirl]

I am going to eat my weight in chocolate 🤣

xx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Hidden]

Sounds good to me! 🐷 xx

[emu2016]

What tremendous positivity. Big hugs x

[Hidden in reply to emu2016]

Thank you Emu xx

[RidleyNL]

Wow what a rollercoaster you’ve been on. So inspired by your positivity, have a great weekend and take care xx

[Hidden in reply to RidleyNL]

Thank you Ridley xx

[Hidden]

You are such an inspiration hun, so strong! Enjoy eating all the chocolate. 😘

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you Zaza. I really shall. Xx

[Hidden]

Oh what a time you’ve had! You are so strong. Thinking of you x

[Hidden in reply to Hidden]

Thank you. We all give each other so much strength xx

[Autumnmoon]

Your positive attitude is so good hope you will have your dream come true soon x

[Hidden in reply to Autumnmoon]

Thank you so much. It really means a lot xx

[Becky179]

You should be really proud of yourself for being so strong in such a horrible time. I wish you all the luck in the world Xxx