I’m 31 and have been pregnant 3 times! Once when My boyfriend and I were far to young to become parents, I was still in school so I made the decision to have an abortion! Next I had a miscarriage when I was older! Then finally six years ago I had an ectopic pregnancy which resulted in one of my tubes being cut and it ruptured! My partner and I desperately wAnt a child and I haven’t been on contraception since my ectopic but this has never resulted in a baby! I’m terrigied I will never have a child, I feel like I’m being punished for the decision I made when I was younger to terminate my first pregnancy! I’ve rcenty started going to a fertility clinic but they can’t seem to find anything wrong with me! I have regular periods, my remaining Fallopian tube seems to be working fine according to the dye test I had this month! My ultrasound on my womb etc came back normal! I just don’t know what else to expect! Will they help me if all my tests come back normal? Six years with no pregnancy must mean there is something wrong with me? Surely? I used to have bad anorexia and abuse laxatives! I feel this may have something to do with it! I desperately want a child! I can’t imagine never being a mother! I’m so depressed!