Tested 1 day early , purely because I just knew in my heart what the answer was going to be as I felt exactly the same way as I did last time we got bfn.
I'm absolutely gutted this was our last nhs go, we have talked about going private and using donor eggs but I'm just so unsure what way to go , as we certainly aren't rich.😭 I'm just so fed up that my body fails Me, what have i done to deserve this life!
I'm also sick because I've been off from work and although a few of my close colleagues know we go through ivf I never tell them test date but my husband who works at the same place has blabbed to my close colleagues and one of them had emailed me wishing me good luck ..... which would be a nice thing to do but I just see it as added pressure the hubby just doesn't get it ..... he also insists on telling his hole family there is 6 sibbling in his family and they all decide to ring or text on test day I find this so frustrating .
Thank you for all the good wishes and advice on this journey I hope all who are on there 2ww get there BFP and to all that have got your BFP I hope you all have a happy and healthy pregnancy. To any one who has recived bad news I send huge hugs to you all xx