Well I posted on here 6 is days ago I had a very light pregnancy test and was hoping and praying it would be OK.
I did another clear blue test yesterday and it still said 1-2 weeks pregnant where I'm 20pt so I know it should say more than that, even though they told me not to test any more I used the spare test this morning I think it's lighter than the first if possible.
I rang clinic yesterday and they said they would do blood test today and 1 Thurs to check viablitty of pregnancy ...... truth known in my heart I already know that it's over.
This is just like mental torture now still doing pessarys still not bleeding π’.
What makes this worse is my clinic is stopping doing IVF from march (nhs) because of bloody government cuts and I know I will have to go to another hospital which I don't want to cause staff are lovely where I am.
I just don't know how to pick up the pieces again to get the guts to start over. We have no frozen eggs so it's a full round again.
Thank you to all you lovely ladies for your support.
Good luck to all you who are starting on your journeys.
I hope all that have got positives have happy healthy pregnancy xx
Aww crazy cat I can't imagine how you must feel it really does sound like torture. Big hugs and plenty of positive vibes your way, hope the blood test doesnt confirm your fears xxπ
Thank you xx