Sorry but having a woe is me day.
Today is the day I am admitted for my procedure tomorrow to stop blood supply to second twin. It's nerve wracking enough thinking of the procedure tomorrow morning but am so scared about the scan today too, it's been a week since last scan and there was already fluid on the heart, am so worried about little bean and his/her poor heart. Just wish I could be put to sleep until it's all done and be woke up being told everything is ok.