So this happened yesterday...
I've not posted on here for a while, I decided to try a few months of not really thinking about infertility so had a little break. And generally my mind has been occupied by other things.
Until this cropped up. And now I am so so scared. It was totally unexpected and I feel I should be so much happier than I am. When I told hubby we both cried. Cried because we are frightened...I just don't want my body to fail me again. I'll be calling my consultant's secretary today, unfortunately consultant is away for whole of August. But I'm just feeling I need some sort of reassurance that I will get through this.
This has come off the back of my second round of Clomid. Didn't try on first round because my tummy felt really uncomfortable around ovulation. This time I had no symptoms and in all honesty I had presumed the Clomid wasn't working this month.
Why can't we have a crystal ball?!
Sorry for the moan. Husband and I have talked it over and over yesterday but I've been awake now since about 3am and need to vent it somewhere. So scared 😔🙁