I am sat by myself waiting for the dreaded phone - getting palpitations. OH has had to go to work so I will have to deal with the news myself. First ISCI cycle we had 5 eggs, 3 mature and zero fertilisation. I was absolutely blindsided by that news. I expected at least 1 to fertilise and cried for hours. Went into internet over drive for all the reasons of zero fertilisation. We have gone for extra testing but were not able to do two of the bigs tests due to very low quantity of sperm. So none the wiser just know there are no genetic problems.
This round has been so much better and we got 16 eggs yesterday. I started to hope....but I just can't shake the dread that there will be zero fertilisation again. Having hope is the worst feeling. It just sets you up for a larger fall.
Anyways wish me luck. Going to distract myself by putting the washing away. Lucky me!