in a state of shock - i approached this cycle so differently & was in such a good place. we keep thinking it must be a mistake.
grief stricken as we'd both been talking to our embryos every day and now we have to say goodbye.
angry that two people who love each other intensely & have so much to offer a little one have been dealt this cruel blow, again.
i'm 13dp5dt and hospital set OTD at day 16, so i'll still have to continue with all the bloody needles & pessaries until wednesday.
don't know what to do with myself.