OTD and a BFN

[Saarah92]

Today was my otd.

I unwrapped a clear blue test this morning and hoped for the best. Unfortunately as I feared a bfn.

Still no sign on AF. And I feel quite numb.

Got ready for work and went in as normal. Just another day.

I suppose It just wasn't meant to be.

[Sprinkles86]

I'm so sorry to hear this, please try and take some time for yourself to process it. We invest a lot of emotion into the whole process and it's so hard to just allow yourself to 'feel' sometimes. We are all here for you anytime xxxx

[Saarah92 in reply to Sprinkles86]

Thank you sprinkles. I suppose I just keep thinking of all the ladies on here who have been though countless cycles. This was just my first.

I will. TGIF.

I'll have two days to lay oh my sofa, drink tea and watch countless reruns of new tricks 😂👍🏼

Xxx

[Georgina78]

So sorry to hear this Sarah, bfn's are so hard after what you've been through. You're very strong for going straight into work, kudos to you Hun. Hope you have a restful weekend and can plan your next steps soon xx

[Saarah92 in reply to Georgina78]

Thanks Georgina, it's hard but what's helped is I tested early and built myself up for the negative.

Sounds strange I know.

Not knowing is actually worse so I suppose it's some sort of conciliation that I know what's going on now and just take It from here.

Thanks for your support xxx

[Georgina78 in reply to Saarah92]

It doesn't sound strange at all, when I was spotting for days on one of my cycles it actually helped make the otd less devastating and a shock because it was like a slow realisation, I get it. The not knowing does you in, at least now you can plan what's next for you. Lots of luck whatever you do next xx

[Hidden]

Sorry to hear this, look after yourself xxx

[Sara_123]

I'm thinking of you. I was in same situation on Wednesday. It's horrible to digest the news.

Just stand again like all of us.

[Saarah92 in reply to Sara_123]

Sorry to hear about your news. It's hitting me at random points in the day. AF has just arrived so that's solidified it for me.

I will try. Thanks xx

[CountryCat]

I am so sorry to read this, negatives are crushing. Take great care of yourself and I hope things seem brighter in time xxx

[Cinderella5]

Really sorry to hear this! Its just horrible doing all of this for what feels like nothing! Plan something nice that you can enjoy and take some time out! Sending you a hug!xx

[Saarah92 in reply to Cinderella5]

Yeah gnna just binge all weekend. Thank you xx

[Cinderella5 in reply to Saarah92]

Yes, you deserve some nice treats!xx

[Hidden]

So sorry to read this hun - please look after yourself this weekend xx

[_MrsC]

Really sorry to hear this. It's so hard to just accept after all you've been through. Take care of both of you this weekend and enjoy a good drink and a jolly good cry. xxx

[Fredaflintstone]

So sorry to hear this - such a disappointment for you after so much hope. Look after yourself hun xxx

[Tugsgirl]

😞 Take care and I hope you spoil yourself, you deserve it xx

[Jaky76]

Big hugs xxx

[Hidden]

So sorry Sarah, you spend the journey not getting your hopes up but it doesn't make the disappointment hurt any less.

Much love xx

[emu2016]

Bloody heart ache on here at the mo is crap. Big hugs xxx

[Rosalietea]

So sorry for your negative. It's so heartbreaking. Look after yourself and stay strong xx