I haven't been on here much since our last BFN (in March), just because it was so hard to be around infertility/pregnancy conversations but I'm at a bit of a dead-end at the moment and hoping for some advice.
I'd hoped that by now it would be starting to get a bit easier, and that we'd have more of an idea about what to do next, but everything's just looking increasingly bleak.
I keep thinking that if our first cycle had worked I'd be about 5 months pregnant now and would be talking about it and looking forward to having a baby - or babies, as we had two embryos transferred each time - or, if the second one had worked, we'd be just getting to the time when we could think about telling people.
Of course, none of that is happening and, as my husband is away a lot at the moment (he's in the army) I'm struggling to find ways to keep going on my own. Getting up and showered seems like a massive ask, and make-up seems impossible. I'm eating all sorts of junk, even when I'm not hungry, but can't be bothered to cook anything, or even make a salad.
How are other people coping with this kind of situation? Does it get better, or do you just get used to it?
Thanks in advance for any advice.