AF, D&C and MMC

[Aleelilook]

So AF has turned up exactly 28 days after my D&C, I am so relieved and pleased with my body, but I'm just still so very sad after our baby's heartbeat stopped at 8 weeks. I'm not sure how to pull myself out of this, I was very excited to see AF, so I'm hoping come July I'll be ready to jump back on the rollercoaster! My meds have been ordered and paid for, so I suppose now just need to get through June..... x

[Tugsgirl]

I was very positive when I got mine but I was about a week late. I'm now thinking its looking like I'll be later this month too.. It's amazing that you have yours on time. Before you know it your treatment will be starting again.

I'm ok mostly but I do have some bad days and definitely a lot of "moments" I'm always mindful of how far along I'd be now; 17 weeks today 😞 I'm thinking of you xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Tugsgirl]

Ah I'm sorry, and thank you xx it's just so hard 😢I went away for the night to the seaside with my friend, lots of lovely oysters and wine, but today I've been so down, just can't drag myself through at the mo. I'm keeping my fingers crossed AF gets her arse in gear for you! When are you planing on going again? Have you had your follow up yet? Xx

[Tugsgirl in reply to Aleelilook]

My follow up is on Monday. I don't think af will be too far off course, it was only a week late last month, I just naively thought it might be ok this time. More than being depressed or upset I just get absolutely fed up of all this. I'm struggling with the positivity, it's really lacking. I bet you know how that feels too xx

[Aleelilook in reply to Tugsgirl]

Oh yes, trying to stay positive is bloody hard! It is all just so unfair, I hope Monday goes well xxx

[72cloud9]

So sorry for what uv been thru.best of luck for July xxx