The pretty little wooden box we ordered to bury our Babba bean has arrived. We specifically chose a cylindrical shape as that's what shape the hospital container is. I closed my eyes when I placed it in our pretty box. OH is out for a few hours today (I needed to let him go and do his own thing and unwind) but when he gets home we will see about laying our Babba to rest under the little tree we picked (if it stays dry this afternoon) Later (if we bury it this afternoon) I will play it the song that I played while it was growing in my belly. I will light a candle tonight.
Thank you all so much from the bottom of my heart for your support through the highs and lows xx
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Tugsgirl reading this breaks my heart, its so cruel that you and every single person on this site is battling something we have no control over. I will be thinking of you. Sending big hugs your way xxxx
Oh Gosh Tugsgirl! I am so sorry for your loss. How devastating for you both. Life can be incredibly cruel at times. What a beautiful way to keep your Babba close to you both. Thinking of you. xxx
Tugsgirl im so sorry you are having to go through this, no one should ever have to bury there child, I tried to reply last night but it wouldn't let me send as signal is rubbish at my house. I lit 3 candles last night, one for you, one for your man and one for your little baba who is now flying high around you both.
I hope in time you will be able to start again and extend your family. Look after yourself.
I am in awe of your strength and the support you are showing for everyone on here even with everything you are going through. I cant even imagine what you are both going through. You pop into my thoughts daily. Sending lots of love your way. X
Thank you that's nice of you to say so. I don't feel very strong but if I can help others then I'm doing something productive. I'm only able to reach out because I understand and that's what many of us lack outside of this forum, someone who understands our journeys and that can be a lonely feeling xx
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