Bit hard to admit but I think I have some sort of obsessive disorder. I worry constantly that I'm no longer pregnant!
It's all in my mind I know. I usually obsess about food and exercise and how I look but now I can't no longer control that I've shifted my focus to being pregnant.
It's not that I'm in denial as I want it to be but I view life as glass half empty all the time.
I took 4 tests had blood test at doc had a 7 wk scan and so last week I finally started to feel nausea despite not being sick. That lasted four days and since Wednesday I've felt no dfferent to normal. Ive had no bleedibg or cramping so no rradon to think anything is wrong.
I'm m like a junkie when I walk past a pharmacy as all I want is to buy another test and today the urge became too much so I've bough a 5th TEST which is still showing BFP. What is wrong with me?What is wrong with my mind?
It's really starting to worry me as I feel like I have no control over my behaviour and I know I'm being irrational but I can't control it. I'm constantly anxious.
Anyone has any experience or could advise me on how to handle this?Feel like I need professional advise 😢