Can I get a piece of advice? There has not been a calm year on my life for the longest time. Sorry to even start it. I feel very childish when saying that I was suffering a lot, I feel like it is not an adulty thing you know. You should be that strong to meet your hardships and fears without any depression or tantrums. At least I was taught that by my parents. Everyone in our family has been a fighter and when I say it I mean it. That’s why I feel like I am a total disappointment that after all those years I start losing hope and getting weaker and weaker with every failure I meet.
I don’t know what your reaction will be to this post but I just want it to be honest. Do not feel like you have to say to me all those calming words, if you feel like I am whining tell me. Because I know that all of you are fighters! But can you accept someone like me who is the least positive person in the world at the moment…
I have asked for your advice yeah. I just want your advice on how to cope with the inability of having kids and with all of the negatives I have received in my life? I am sure you have a lot to say.