I've had 3 rounds of IUI which sadly were all negative and at my clinic I've reached the age where I can't use my own eggs any more - that's actually rather emotional if I think about it.
Anyway, it's now time to decide whether I go for Donor Eggs and Sperm or Adoption. It took a while to get my head around Donor Eggs but since I heard that some of the DNA can go over to the baby that makes me feel a bit better about it. My worry was that I would feel as though it was like having someone else's baby but I guess it's my last chance. With Adoption, you need to have a spare room and for me to rent a 2 bed flat, that would be about £700 so I would have to work but having a child I would need to be there to take the child to school.
It's such a hard journey all this and I wish that things had turned out different and I had of had a child by meeting a partner, sometimes I feel that I've been handed a bad hand. I would of loved to of had my own family but it just seems so tough on your own.