Today was test day and I was convinced that it had worked after all the effort that I went through. I had tears before I was due to take the test and tears for the rest of the day! It's been such a hard day and I am loosing the will to live here. I've just been in this bubble and every time I speak to my mum we just argue, I don't believe any one cares about me.
I only have 1 last round to go but what are the chances - for all I know my eggs could be scrambled at my 40+ age. I tried acupuncture, eating healthily, giving up caffeine and alcohol, walking, taking special supplements - is there anything left or do I have to come to terms that I just won't be a mum?!
I have Insulin Resistance and as that is to do with your hormones, the chances are that is causing a major problem. I have a doctors telephone call booked on Monday to see if there is any medication such as Metformin that might help with the problem.
There is absolutely nothing going right for me and I have no one to help me through it, this is such a hard time x