As some of you will know, we were told Ivf icsi is the only real hope of conception for us. And it did, til my little one was born too soon to survive. After initial testing my surgeon believes her death was a tragic fluke and completely unrelated to any fertility issue we have. Further treatment is a sore point, very different to our previous losses for us obviously, but apparently for others too. This time no one wants to talk to the parents of the baby who didn't make it about trying again. Sad but true. So we've had tests, waiting for specialist appt next month to confirm all ok with the results as surgeon expects. Already know wdwppma won't get to do treatment this year because Nov won't get nurses appt in time for my cycle and my cycle clashes with xmas shut down days in Dec, so very sadly we're looking at having to wait til next year. Doesn't seem like much does it. But another Christmas with another baby to grieve, without any trying is pretty shit. So why if I know all those facts and figures, the low chance of Ivf working on a good day, why oh why did I even think of trying naturally?!?!? Yes. I've tracked ovulation (was to check how my body was getting back to normal after my daughter died anyway) and moved best conception times etc. In one hand, maybe a miracle could happen. On the other, I've just given myself another disappointment come day 30
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