Sorry but just need to moan today, my husbands family seem to be popping children out one after another his sister gave birth to a healthy little girl last month and he's told me today that his sister inlaw is going to be induced tomorrow. I feel so guilty cause with the best will in the world I wish them good luck but it just gives me a deep down sadness wondering if we will ever get to expirecnce the joy of having a child.
We have a appointment next month with consultant at the end of the month post op check after tube removal and we know that he wants to put us straight on to ivf treatment.
My husbands family all live in Ireland and bless them they try to understand what we are going through but they just don't get it. I think unless you are facing it you never understand fully.
We have a planned trip to Ireland end of Sept and he plans on touring round seeing his new nephews and nieces, I'm not sure how long I will be able to hold up the cooing over baby's without sending myself mad. I don't feel able to explain this properly to my husband as he knows I feel a total outsider to his family and he thinks I should just throw myself into it and enjoy the time we are around his family. There are 7 brothers and sisters and I often feel very overwelmbed by then.
Sigghh I guess it will all work out in the long run....
Sorry about my rant and over emotional post.
Sending everyone loads of baby dust and good luck on your journeys x