Thank you to everyone who has read or responded to my message, I am so grateful to you all for taking the time.
I've got a important counselling session this week, the last time I was there, my counsellor was concerned because she didn't think I had enough of a support network around me. I had questions like, what if you were ill - who would look after your child, what if you had an accident - who would bring up your child so they didn't end up in care? Tears were coming down my cheeks and it was exhausting. I have a very small family and don't know many people but at least I have this group now which I hope will help. Apparently, they can stop your treatment if they think the welfare of the child isn't supported. So fingers crossed!! x