We are in our late 20's and been together for over 10 years, because or our earlier life commitments contraceptive was used .
For the last 3 years none. we wondered if there a was a problem and our doctors referred us to the fertility unit. We are both healthy fit and motivated, I personally though it may have been my wife because she has had skipped cycles, The biggest shock of my life when I found out it was me.
I feel I'm not normal or man enough, because I have strong line of genes and birth productivity, Its very difficult when you see family and friends easily falling pregnant with there partners, and some friends may even ask when are you too going to have a baby, its really difficult making an excuse, a lie, when deep down inside i wish i could turn around and say yes we want to and yes we can, but i know that's not the case.
Even worse i feel guilty for putting my wife through hell because of me.
The doctors have put us both forward for icsi with a waiting list of 10 months.
How does waiting list compare to everybody else, can sometimes you come quicker up the list or further down the list?
It seems so far away and i never want to wish my life away but i hope it does come round quick.
I want to ask is there anybody out there who has been for icsi? and what there thoughts are on going through icsi?
I have this feeling that my little sperm fighters don't have a chance and the strongest wont be chosen, as to ivf the strongest sperm make it through the egg, maybe im wrong, any thoughts would be appreciated ?
All bloods are fine.
sperm results below.
First Semen Sample 0.2 Million Per ml the lowest they have ever seen apparently.
Second Sample 4.4 Million per ml.
Third Sample 4.5 Million per ml.
Mobility 50% Normal/