I posted before but it bounced back so I am trying again.
I am trying to recover from a major operation (brain) which was bad enough but it is being hindered by the continual pain, tiredness, nausea and itching I am suffering.
I am possibly having a hysterectomy which I don’t like the idea of after what happened with my last operation (stroke). (I would have preferred to go through the menopause naturally) but I am in a hell of a lot of pain.
I missed out on having children because I wasn’t in a relationship ‘at the right age’ but have long given the idea up as I am now 47. Everyone around me seems to be having children and someone in my family is currently pregnant and is having similar symptoms to mine nausea, sore boobs and tiredness.
I want to get back to a normal life by walking properly and being more independent but it is difficult when you feel rubbish most of the time.
I am taking my frustration out on my husband who was brilliant throughout my stay in hospital being very supportive but he doesn’t understand how the endometriosis is getting me down.
Sorry if I sound as if I’m feeling sorry for myself but I am frustrated and angry.