Big sigh. Two weeks post surgery now and I still can’t help feeling how different this is from my previous two.
I’ve called the hospital twice regarding ‘complications’ (or so I think but they don’t).
The pain has subsided but it’s still there and I’m so tender with a big lump near the lower-most incision. I cannot lift anything heavier than a kettle and certainly wouldn’t feel safe to drive.
My prior surgeries I had minimal bruising. Perhaps I was lucky. This time it was purple and black and stretched all around my abdomen and into my sides.
Most of all I do feel down that I have become aware this likely will just be an issue for ever more. I don’t know why it’s only just dawned on me. I was 23 when I first experienced issues and almost 47 now. It does get you down.
I went back to work too quick this time too but I do have 3 days leave after today and can’t wait to properly relax.
So not really moaning as such. Just speaking out loud and sending bestest wishes to anyone else out there feeling a little ‘meh’.
x