Here to vent mostly and seek advice .
Today I found out that my ultrasound was clear, most people would be happy with this, but I'm disheartened and kinda devastated. Knowing something is wrong but scans and Dr's telling me everything is fine, just makes me feel like I'm going crazy. My family are baffled why I'm upset thst it's clear , as surely I should be relieved. But I've been in so much relentless pain, and still nothing to show for it, nothing to prove that it's not normal, and I'm not exaggerating or seeking attention. I know I have to keep trying and pushing for more tests, but it's draining and this clear scan makes me twonder if I should just duffer in silence and keep quiet about my pain, as without something to prove it, I hate the thought of people thinking I'm seeking attention or I just can't cope with normal period pains.
I'll keep fighting, but feeling lost and disheartened. I know the average diagnosis takes around 7 years, the journey ahead feels so daunting and unreachable at the moment.