help

[Mylovepari1]

hello it's me again had my surgery on 10th February but still in lot of pain after two months now ,getting lost day by day. very sharp pain ,lower back pain can't even move myself, pain passing bowels,burning feeling in bottom. please help me waiting for my first follow up appointment in May but can't reach till that day,taking antidepressants and painkillers to sleep only as it makes me sleepy only and no pain relief. sometimes my breathing slow down i feel as I am shutting down. please help me i am holding myself a lot but I don't know till how much I will hold myself with this heavy pain.please tell me any good painkillers to stop this pain as I am trying only to sleep with cocodomol to pass my days.