Hey all...
Today’s a really low day for me 😒 Pains are awful and nobody seems to understand. I had my lap just over a week ago and a coil put in and now everyone thinks I should be ‘fixed’ when in reality i’m in more pain now than I was before the lap😒.
These pains are so bad i’m in tears 😭.. how can i make them stop?! I’m on codeine and it’s just not working.
Everyone I talk to is just telling me to get the hysterectomy like the doctor has said but I just can’t agree to it.. I’m 20 years old and don’t have any children. My biggest fear has always been not being able to conceive I can’t let them take this away from me 💔.
Now talking to people they are making me worry even more because what they are saying is true.. If i’m i’m so much pain and constantly bleeding how am I going to even have sex to make a baby?! and the honest answer is I really just don’t know anymore 💔 I just feel like my life’s being stripped away day by day and there’s nothing I can do to stop it.