Hello, I finally have my laparoscopy on the 6th of feb, a week on Tuesday.
I don’t know if it’s because I’m a mum now, but I am terrified!
I’m scared about something going wrong, and the possibility of death!!
It probably sounds really pathetic but I’m so nervous and anxious I really do not know how I’m going to go through with it!
I worry about something bad happening and my son not having any parent as he has no contact with his bio father. I suffer from anxiety as it is, but this is just making things ten times worse!
There’s not much anyone can say to me, I know, but I just needed to write this all down! Xx