So, it's been 2 months since me lap. By all accounts I'm fit and healthy and losing weight and, though I know it's like a 12 week internal recovery, everything external is looking fine. They've put me back on Yasmin. It was literally the only pill that ever agreed with me and it never affected my moods but, right now, I'm feeling miserable. I've worked damn hard in my job for over a year as a Supervisor determined to get promoted to an Assistant Manager but now I don't even want to go to work. I fainted today, not as a result of pain (which I guess is a bonus), but then I broke down to my deputy over it and she sent me home... She never even came up to check on me! I don't know if depression is common after Laps, or if it can suddenly flare up on Yasmin, but I feel like - because no one can really see that I'm ill - they all just want me instantly to feel better and (because I magically don't) they just can't be bothered to deal with it... Like me bring ill is their burden to bear! I genuinely have cause to believe my GM is questioning any shot at a promotion I may have had and I'm feeling like it would just be easier to quit and start again, somewhere else... Ugh, rant over I guess - bed time. What's wrong with me??
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