I've been writing up my symptoms ready to tell the specialist in October and it's made me realise that the pain only seems to have got worse since the gynaeo mentioned it last April and since changing my pills for the first time.
I've had a lot of mental health issues, and was told by the doctors that my persistant stomach ache was probably anxiety (which I accepted at the time but now I'm thinking it might have been endo?) so I'm thinking that the pain might all be in my head, it genuinely noticeably get worse in a period of time? I've had heavy periods since they started and pain during sex and after before I knew what endo was, and all the symptoms since now I'm aware of them.
I don't think I could handle being told the pain is psychological but also scared at the fact I might be able to imagine pain this bad!