Bikini comp being destroyed

[Runner92]

Endo has always destroyed things for me...

Got to a high level of tennis endo kicked in had a lap to clean it out missed my chance..

Went travelling had endo, had a lap in china, had to come home six months early....

Went travelling again endo hit me had an op in New Zealand.... had to come home again....

it has given me anxiety, depression And now have to take anti depressants...

I have a lap every year to clean it out and see my specialist twice a year.

I haven't slept in two days now, if fall asleep and i suddenly wake feeling like I have been stabbed in the back and front... spent 30 mins asleep on all fours last night...

On my bucket list I have always wanted to do a fitness competition (bikini, covered in fake tan kind of thing)

My diet is perfect but endo makes me bloat and I have been asked if I'm pregnant!!

Today i took mefanamic acid, codeine and parcetermol.... and I vomit if I move from pain still...

today is one of those day...

I just needed an endo rant....

if anyone wants my fitness endo diet (Iv named it that as it took a long time to perfect...)

Let me know

[Lateefou]

I there.. I would appreciate it if you can share your endo diet with me please.

Thank you so much in advance

[Runner92 in reply to Lateefou]

Hey I have put it up as another message click on my name and it should come up I think