Soooo much pain

[weepal167]

I swear to god from 3pm today i have been in soooo much pain...i really dont know what else to do... as the weeks are going by its getting worse...

I had mri scan 4weeks ago... i rang for the 4th time last thurs to be told they havent the results... the specialist had told me in oct he would see me in 4months... this is now 6months....

Can anyone suggest anything that may help...

Im taking dihydracodiene atm, cant take diclafenic because i have v high bp, tramadol knocked me right off my feet for 3days.. im a registered childminder so cant take anything that stops me driving...

I really really wish the pain would end...i cant stop crying,and just feel that people dont believe me...

Sorry ladies im just sooooo desperate... xo

[Tehseen]

I can completely understand what u are going through. M endo patient too. In pain since last 7 years. But year ago eventualy a dr told me its endo whn i was in a loal hospital my family took me there for pain relief. I cry alot. This pain has killed me.since that dr told me its endo i hv visititrd three more drs nd said its endo . I even decided to have all hysterectomy but it has been told that pain will strick back. God knows k i hv not study about my university work i study nd research all the time endo nd all i hv come to know that this pain is cureless. Science dznt have any medication for its curement. It is cureless yes i mean it . To get ease endo patient can stop there periods which i am practicing , yes there is bit ease from pain but not completely i still cry weep yell due to pain but pain level somehow less than before as i am on menopause state. I hv ruined my face due to no periods there are so many brown patches over my face . Weght gain as well. I m with nothing except painnnnn. Dr says go get married but the problem is they endo will not let me to get pregnant easily. After having baby dr can do complete hysteractomy . But complete hysteractomy is not its solution as i told earlier pain will strike back. I hv joined a group over fb there hysteractomy women tell yes pain is back . I cry all the time, why it happebed to me . What kind of this disease is? Why science dznt find its solution ? Due to pain even i took counselling session that i remin sad all the time . I cut my social activities, hanging around with friends . Evn now family is fed up too that what else we can do as they are seeing i visitis dr very frequently . I m telling all my story to motivate u . I go office do vomit there . But dnt weep nd cry there . Ppl ask me to go home visit dr but the truth is for endo patient there is no . No pain killer effects at least on me no pain killer works pain subsides with its own nature nothing works over it . I m notgeting married as i hv many negative thoughts with this pain likewise who will understand this pain? As pain comes nd goes many times in a day . When there is no pain m completely fine with just weakness.how i will take care my family after marriage? What if i will not become a mother ? Can a man will understand all this? So i give answer better to live without marriage as marriage will not resolve the issue infact i will have many others issue as well. I cry for marriage as i always dreamed off a marriage nd kids but this pain has killed me .m just taking breathing not living my life.