Im new here. Just had my 2nd lap last fri for a 2nd chocolate cyst...not sure how to feel.confused!This time i was advised that the endo has spread to my left ovary and now classed as severe. Im due another consult in 4 weeks as i may need further surgery with specialists in oxford to remove now some endo nodules. Just feeling let down by my body..been trying for children for nearly 4 years and have been in good health..just dont understand it all. It hurts even turning 34! Ive turned here because i feel like i have no where to turn as i heal from op..