Since 7 years i m with killing abdominal pain . Visited 8 gyne dr . All were sure if i will get married this pain will go away . I have two phase of pain . One before periods nd after periods. I got severe pain fits for 30 minutes duration 5 to 6 times in a single day . Not living normal life. Coz of it i have cut down my social circles and activities. M 34 years old now still unmarried but 5 month same like before family took me to emergency treatment in pain as its before perids pain ( after periods is controlled somehow with OCP) there dr told that i m with endometriosis. Then i rushed to my old dr with whom i was since 2012 due to this pain . She had ultrasound again and said yes its endo nd treatment is same over which i am already . Ocp . But as pain is not getting peace so she suggested to stop periods. I dye with pain these oCP does not work on before pain phase but yes do effecting my ovulation pain via not letting them happen. I want operation . Just want to get rid of pain but this new dr nd old one both are not agree on operation . Old one suggested me stop periods for a year to have peacefull life and this new is giving me ocps pain killers which are not effective by any means . I just want to die . I can not tolerate this pain . My life is not normsl. I can not eat due to pain , i feel hungry but canot eat due to pain nd vomiting. Though since 7 years m managing this pain coz m not having death msg from God. But my all patience has been givn up . I do not u dersand how to mitigate this pain . I just want to pull out every thing from my belly coz i want relief. Nothing works on this pain . Any suggestion for controlling pain ? I do not know what is enfo but i know pain from which i want to escape. All the time dr says go get married but if god has not created someone for me then what can i do for ? All i want to control my pain . No matter if i remain single for my rest of life . To me health is important coz i will be able to live , charish my hapiiness. With this health who will prefer to get married ? Plz save me from this pain or god give me death . I wounder isnt any pain killer which can has any significance impact on endo pain ? Has not science has modern that much ?. Regards a heartbroken pakisni girl.