So, after quite a lot of deliberating and having been told on Friday that my endo is once again back and severe I've decided to go down the route of a hysterectomy! I've signed my consent form and now await a date. I thought that I would feel upset - I don't! I feel nervous! Really nervous! But also releived! This whole nightmare could and I know it's not guaranteed but it could soon be over!
When I asked my consultant how much endo was shown on the MRI he answered "a lot" and then reminded me just how many times he has removed it over the years... And how many times we'd discussed the hysterectomy over these many years!
So that's it, it will be done within the next few months leaving only my ovaries behind but taking my tubes to reduce the cancer risk.
At 35 and with no children I know it's a massive decision but I've suffered for so long and each time it returns worse than it was! And whilst I know there's no 100% guarantee it will work it's got to be better than the way I am now...
So please, any positive stories share them with me!
Hoping everyone is well! X