hi all not posted for a while, in the time of my last post i have been suffering with my anxirty and depression getting worse part pains realated part due to having to face going to court april next year due to a sexual assault on me and the person in question pleading not guilty.
i dont know if its because my emotions are running high etc but my pains have just been getting worse, i was on 30mg morphine patches but i couldnt cope with the side effects so im on 20mg patches with naproxen when pain is extreme, im on 45mg mirtazipine (anti depresents). but hopefully all this pain, not being able to walk, not being able to be intimate with my husband, not having a life basically will soon be over.
i finally got the call ive been waiting since august for from the hospital. i am booked in for my hysterectomy on Monday 2nd November.
i am nervous, apprehensive,excited,scared, i just hope i wake and can start living my life again, be a mum again and be a wife again.
love and healing to all.