I'm sat in bed at the moment with my heat pad on and my feet up with painkillers on board and feeling frustrated. I just wish I could have some relief from the pain without taking strong painkillers or having to practically spend all my time sat down with a heat pad on my back. I want to feel more mobile and able to do things. It's so frustrating as I find my future planning of spending time with people and holidays etc are always followed by "but what if the pains bad". Pain is so annoying as you never know when it's going to come along and ruin your day or how something work one day to relieve the pain but not another. I just wish there were magic solutions sometimes to this horrible condition and the pain would be a little more considerate of me wanting to live my life.